I'm SURGING!

My LH levels are so high that the test line is darker than the control. So I'm going to ovulate! With the cramps I am having, I'm assuming that ovulation is late today. Yay for the Ovulation Predictor Tests!

I'm Not Even Pregnant Yet...

And so far have bought a baby sling, a bottle warmer, and a boppy. In my defense, all the items were super cheap through consignment and Marshalls. In total, I've only spent $35 for all of it.

WTH?

BBT charting may not be for me. Remember me being upset because the temp fell? Well that bastard just raised an entire degree. *headdesk* If that truly did happen, and let's say I didn't ovulate until, what, yesterday or the day before? I'm screwed this month because we haven't had sex in 3 days. Wonderful.

Took another test this morning. Nothing. So the test yesterday had to of been a fluke.

The Tweakers Think I'm Pregnant...

No, seriously, go here and look. What do you think?

Dear Charlie Sheen

I get it. I am not one of your Goddesses. But does that give you the right to push me down 3 flights of stairs and then to come at me with a small knife?

Wondering what the hell I'm talking about, don't you? Crazy dream last night that ended with the above sentence. How we got there? Well it started at Applebees. A group of friends and I went out to eat. It was a party for me for something. The bill was $138. My sister was going to pay, but they said they couldn't take credit cards right now. Luckily, I had that amount on me. (who carries that much cash?) At the same time, they gave me a new X-box. Somewhere in the dream, there was an X-box vs. PS3 debate, but I couldn't place it right now. Applebees also gave me a hot new Zombie game that all adult men were dying to get their hands on. So, I left to take it to Matt. Apparently, they wanted me to pay for it, but I took off anyhow. (Dude, I spent $138 on crap food. Suck it!)

Dream then switched to an antique clothing store. I'm not sure what the hell was going on that led to that. But that's the scene that led to me being in Charlie Sheens' house. Trying to talk to him about something (probably PS3 vs X-box?)

Couldn't Stop Myself

I took another test today. I'm such a flipping idiot. I had a drastic temp drop, so it's very doubtful that ANYTHING was going to happen. When I say drastic, well, HERE YOU GO. You can see it there. I really thought I was pregnant so easily. A small hold out of hope that it still happens. I'm not scheduled for my period for another week, so raise our glasses in hope, OK?

Private Things Are....

I have this blog set up to upload directly to Facebook. And I think it's time I break that. For now. While I don't mind people reading my personal thoughts, I am in the middle of a journey that's easier to share only with those that are as anonymous as me. And my internet friends who love me. I don't want to be so open, and I would like a place to talk about my TTC journey. May it be short.